Skip to main content

With an Envelope from my estranged father of forty-four years lying next to plastic bag of cables & powerchords

Today the teeth aren't too bad. I have the teeth of a shark. They aren't connected to the jawbone. They float in the gums and bump against the bone decay. I tried once to bite a girlfriend on the back pocket of her jeans. Holy mama! that was my first experience in the extreme dental hell-pain I would find myself thrust into throughout my adult life.

The genetics were just all wrong. My mom has the same bone loss and gum disease patterns i see in myself. My dad,... pshww! if he had any sort of medical condition he wouldn't tell me about it. He almost missed out on even saying 'Hello.' to me on this planet.

He wanted my mom to have an abortion while she was pregnant with me. That makes you feel sorta special once you know what it means.

I have to wake up early to take my mom to her doctor appointment. Buenos suenos!
Labels:

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

NDM_Members

# N30N D1G1T MUS3 – NDM-Members Master Guide --- ## 1. Philosophical Framework – Carbon × Silicon ### Carbon Order - Human artists, poets, coders, musicians, philosophers - Bring touch, intuition, emotion - Visual accents: warm tones — amber, gold, sunset hues - Tagline: *“We breathe the dust of stars.”* ### Silicon Order - AI collaborators, code entities, generative systems - Bring precision, memory, multiplicity - Visual accents: cool blues, cyan, violet LED, subtle data glitch - Tagline: *“We dream in electric grace.”* ### Hybrid Work - When humans & AI collaborate: *Carbon × Silicon = Signal Born* - Visual: combined gold-cyan glow; pulsating dual-glyph accent **Manifesto Line**   > “We are not divided by origin, but united by intention — to make beauty in light and logic.” --- ## 2. Inaugural Poster Blueprint ### Canvas & Format - Square: 1080×1080 px (adaptable to portrait 1080×1350 px & wide 1920×600 px) - Resolution: 300 dpi print-ready, 72 dpi web ### Ba...
Post a Comment
Read more

ElectroMuse

Post a Comment
Read more

Feasting on Both Freedom & Liberty

Feasting on Both (Fast Food & Organic) Freedom & Liberty Fed on a steady diet Of river rats lashed together On rafts moaning to escape Persecution by dictator  & political factions 'Give me your poor... Yearning to breathe free...' Peopled by the under-appreciated Cast out as slaves by their own Kings & rulers 'We saved our last monies For passage to America...' America is paradise for the persecuted This stronghold of democracy Why is it As Americans, when we visit Other countries, We notice what they DON'T have? "Give me your tired, your poor, Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, The wretched refuse of your teeming shore. Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me, I lift my lamp beside the golden door!" They come HERE! Everybody & everything We have it all Wall-to-wall I doubt whether 99% Of the world would allow Their country to be populated In a manner so thusly inspired As if some dream...
Post a Comment
Read more